i have waited for ages to get the loading of this page done. damn connection! dunno wad's wrong wif it these few days. actually i have nothing much to say la today! not really in good mood! my thoughts are all messed up. dunno where to start!
hey fren, guess u r sleepin at this time. hope u have a nice dream. i do haf a lot of doubts in u and oso myself. but i know i cant question u bout all those becos if i did, i'm sure our friendship will be spoiled. so i decided to keep the unanswered questions to myself. hope can figure them out when i know u better. being a high neuroticism person..i'm sensitive and emotional, yeah! they are both shown here.
when this incident is onli about 2 of u...then wad am i doin here? wad kind of position i'm holding? do i really haf to do those i haf done? all these questions r still not answered.
friend...wad kind of fren am i? i cant even answer it myself. ppl come to me when they need help..does tat means they take me as fren? no matter wad, i will help cos i take them as my frens. this is the onli question i m sure bout the answer so far.
know wad, i always try to avoid eyes contact and any other types of contact when i'm facing the ones i care. i'm afraid that my care will be shown too clearly to the person and the others. why am i doing this? is it the right thing to do? i dunno!
i know u guys must be blurred when reading this. this is what exactly happen in my mind. forget bout it if u dun understand it. God, i leave all these unanswered questions to U, and i know U will bring me to the best ever answers..Amen
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