sigh

i have to admit here that i'm not a good leader or wadever shit la! i cant hold any position la...no responsibility i guess n cant make up my mind for decisions. ya...i'm the vice president of amsa...wad a big joke is tat. dun think i can do it but just try my best.

well, this AMSC (asian medical students' conference) thing is making me crazee.at 1st there was no1 who is interested in joining and now, there are more than enuff. wad shud i do? i had make an announcement during the lectures cos at 1st not many members said to me that they are interested in it and i was thinking of giving this oppurtunity to the non member but who knows the members oso come at the same time. i was thinking...is tat a wrong move to make an announcement as chris said?but i really din expect so many ppl to be interested in it since it's so expensive. and i oso din know that members r more than enuff! sigh~...

they said the best way to solve this problem is to have an interview for all of them n choose the best 10 but i really hope that my frens who are the members can really join the conference n summore they r the 1st ones to join. i'll feel so bad if any1 of them cant join becos of my decision!

there's another way to solve this which is giving priority for the members. this sound reasonable for most of the ppl. but wad bout those non members who r really interested in this? they will probably been thinking if this's wad we want...then wad's the announcement for? i cant answer that!

ya..there's nothing perfect in this world. i have to make my decision. so now i have decided to give the priority for the members...if not why they join the association? i'm sure those who got no chance to go after all might feel bad and mebe angry of me but i really haf to do this. be a bad guy for once...dun care bout what the others will think of me. just leave it! the decision has to be made. sigh~!