u told me that i need to be honest all the time in front of u. therefore i always tell u the truth without telling any lie. i can tell u that everything i said to u is the truth no matter u believe it or not and i hope that u will do the same to me. sometimes i found out tat u r not telling me the truth but of cos i wont go bocorkan them cos i believe that ppl do tell lies for good purpose. but in the other hand, for me...i think i would rather listen to the truth. i just dun understand why there's still something that u cant tell me truth...even the very small tiny thing. i'll think bout it. what will happen if u tell me the truth? i will laugh at u? insult u? i think u oso know these things wont happen rite? u have known me well enuff i guess. hope i'm not wrong.
"Lonely, i'm Mr Lonely, i got no buddy, all of my own" i'm not sure the title of this song. but it's nice. n this phase is wad i feel most of the time during my life in Uni. i came here to IMU all by myself. i know no1 from the uni and my housemates were strangers too. i had to do everything all by myself but luckily my sis is here too...so it's not tat bad. but when i was in Uni, i could feel this very strongly. i can see different gang in the Uni n i'm all alone. even til now...things are still the same. yea, i haf known plenty of ppl in the Uni, but ppl will still have stronger bonds wif the original group. once i get home, everything is back to usual. i got to do most of the things alone. but i know i can handle it although will think a lot of rubbish when i was down. when things got back to normal condition, i know tat being alone is not a big deal. even ppl like me oso can fix myself into this kind of situation, why not U? when u actually have more frens than me n bzier life than me? dun worry...just go for wad u wan.
IMU ball? i'm goin...i haf to go. but i still cant find the reasons for me to be there. will the ball become different without me? no...definately! if the answer is yes...it will onli become better. u 2 keep on asking me to go but neva tell me why shud i go? for fun? gather wif ppl? yea...mebe those are the reason. no matter wad, i'm goin...i haf to go!
a new week is coming. it's goin to be bzier than the previous 1..hope everything's fine in the coming week..there will be shopping goin on i guess :)
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