Saturday, March 26, 2005

report at midnite

it's oledi 4am in the morning. but i still cant sleep yet. have been lying on the bed since 1 hour ago. my brain cells are still very active. a lot of works goin on inside there. but the main reason for me to have this insomnia is that my stomach is not feeling well! haha funny eh! eaten too much for my supper oledi...tat's the reason why i'm growing fatter and fatter oso. hehe! have to wake up real early later although it's a saturday. cos i m having lecture on CPR at 9. hope i can wake up on time later.

today is one of my fren's bday. we all went to his place n celebrate wif him at 12am just now. every1 seems to be happy and once again i show my characteristic as a wet blanket! i was down...yea! it sounds so normal eh. ya..becos of some sort of prob which is very hard to explain here...it's a long story, will share wif u guys when i have the chance. feel so sorry to everyone there. i'm the type of person who will always show the emotion very clearly. whenever i feel unhappy(which always happen) everyone will know it...i guess! thanks for those who care of me =p n listen to me. i feel a lot better oledi.

n sorry fren, wad i have said to u just now might hurt u, i know some of the words i use are strong but i dun really mean it. my brain is just now functioning well although it's active...not in the proper way i guess. but wadever i have said is said..i cant take it back. i hope you understand. n i just wan to tell u that u r one of my best and closest fren and i can really tok wadever wif u lo. hope u dun mind if sometimes i m being emotional. hope this frendship will neva end.

problems do come in our life time to time. they are the challenges in our lives to make us to become a better person. we will grow stronger after we have gone through the challenges. so we shall take them with open handed and try our best to solve them but not to hide from them...hope i can do that oso!

hrm...i guess i shud go back to my bed and try to sleep again. or else i can neva make it for the lecture later. share more next time ya! i understand i always complaining at this blogs hope u guys wont get bored! haha!

ps: dunno u guys know bout this activity "JI ER 30" or not. it's bout fasting for 30 hours. it's organised from 3rd to 4th June. interested or not? gord and chris? i wan to join la...join wif me if u guys r interested. tell me asap ah. need to get the registeration form :) lolz

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