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haven been contacting for ages, mails are not replied by you. often staring at the phone, thinkin whose number to dial. give up the thought after all due to number of reasons. From time to time, happen to see u appearing in my contact list, take out all my courages that i've been storing for so long, and start a conversation for u. Time passes so slowly, second by second, hoping to see a flashing light or to hear a sound which indicate the reply from you. after a few minutes of waiting, the only reply i got is ur name disappearing from my list. from hope with excitement to worry and lastly disappointment. all these r just like a broken CD that keep repeating and repeating. thought, you from far away will be having the same feeling as i do, but the truth is always hurting. accept it, take everything that is offered to you and be satisfied, never hope for anything more than tat. i'll be fine just knowing that you are fine too :)