Tuesday, April 05, 2005

physically vs mentally

today isnt the best day for me but it is better than previous few days. well, basically i'm physically bad and mentally well today. why? i got flu today...very bad flu! the running nose killing me, and it cant be stop with medication! so i slept for the whole afternoon..n now it get a lil bit better. thanks God!

although my body is suffering, but my feeling is never better before. i have received so much cares and regards from my frens...yes my FRENS. thanks guys...but this is not the main reason i feel so. the main reason is a good day after some miserable days is always the best. and i think i haf finally realise the meaning of living a happy life. after the life of so much stress and worries and conflict, i find out that it's always better if i can always be who i am n not getting myself involved in certain situation which may cause hard feeling on myself, i can live my life much more happily. i'm trying on it now...n so far so good! this will be so great for myself and oso for the others. one more thing is think for the others instead of oneself. n i'll be happy if U are happy. i din do this last time...but i know this time i can do it. let me prove it to ya. same thing...up to u to believe or not. wad i'm feeling rite now is just like leaving all the burdens on me down n i've never feel so free before...really!

hope this kind of life will continue for me so that i'll stay happy while caring for others =p

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