I have done a lot of mistakes in my life...of cos everyone does make mistakes. 2 days ago,i have made a big mistake and it almost take away one of the most important thing and person in my life from me. i have no idea why did i do those things that i have done!? ppl take me as fren to tell me the truth and not hiding stuff from me but because of some unknown reasons, i show an unhappy face. what are the unknown reasons? i guess mebe i really wan this frenship so badly and i'm afraid of losing. deep in my heart, i keep on telling myself that i have to be happy for ppl for what they are happy in doin. but at the moment i heard the things i cant control my own emotions. but i wasnt angry..just dunno wad shud i do next. up to u to believe or not. i'm really sorry if u do haf hard feeling becos of wad i have done.
i haf thought bout it over and over again. i realise i shudnt be feeling unhappy bout wad haf u done. u din do anything wrong. everything is so make sense. i shudnt have bringin both of us in this mess. i promise myself n to u that i will really be happy for u next time sincerely and not being a pretender. but do give me some time k? i really wan to share ur happiness and sadness. so i really hope u wont feel anything when u wan to approach me n tell me something cos i will be wad a real fren shud be. Honesty...i will remember the word. and i promise this to u and myself.
i know wadever i have done is done. it cant be changed anymore. i'm sure it will stay in our heart even though they said time can help us to forget. but i really hope for one more chance from u...life goes on! i know things will neva be the same as before, but i hope for a greater future with this experience.
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