since when, my body and my mind think differently? they never come together after all...when one of them haf a thought, the other party will never agree and will go against it. i guess it's becos i haf never done enuff job for 2 of them to communicate wif one another. r they angel and evil? nah...they both are angels! all the things they do are for my own good! so i haf to be always in the middle and bring 2 of them together and make a final decision that both of them will be agree wif. hope i can find the balance one day that will make every party to be happy.
why am i always been expecting too much from someone or for something? it's good to haf a target but it shudnt be too high until u cant even reach it...why? cos it will cause depression. hah...of cos i understand this concept but it just doesnt work on me. i expect ppl to think like how i think n know wad to do..so i wait for it to happen...when i realise it's actually different from my way of thought, sadness come to me...but for temporary! why cant i voice out my thought? well, there's sth in me tat i know i cant tell. so just dun expect all the good things come...when the bad comes, just accept it and go through it.
i'm not angry! this's the phrase i always say lately! well, it's just better to tell ppl wad's ur feeling rather than they guessing by themselves. but i hope next time ppl wont think tat i'm angry bout anything after u get to know me more. argh..i'm expecting something again! ;-)
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