wad else can i ask for?

after finishing my osce for shoulder and knee examination in the morning and "rat race" for pathology in the afternoon today, i've done 3 exam in total for this week. and there is one more comin tmr. well, i passed my osce and did not too bad for the patho. everything seems to be running perfectly and i shud be happy for tat as well as weekend is comin real soon. but i felt totally opposite, i walked aimlessly from the hospital...the journey back home took longer than usual for me. i no longer able to smile to everyone that walked pass me. i looked down while walking.. my feet get heavier after each step and i tried my best to use all my energy and drag myself back to home.

lots of thoughts tat appear in my mind..thinking r all the efforts tat i've put in worth it after all? do ppl really appreciate wad i've done. think back of the 2 1/2 years in imu..is there any regrets or any mistakes that i've done..did the things happen as it meant to be or i've forced them to happen? just felt like everything goin against me out of sudden. just haf no idea why am i feeling this way...but i just cant cheer myself up anymore. maybe i'm just get tired with all these stuff and wanna give myself a good rest or i'm just tryin to be myself :)

anyway, when i got home...i saw a parcel right in front of the house and it's for me..i was thinking this could be the worst day ever for me to get a parcel. i reached my room open it up..and it was from the pharmacy gang. really great to get msg from them and i watched the video that ej made and also the card from khang wern and everyone else. they just simply touched my heart and i just let everything out. i'm not alone after all..not matter how others dun like me or wadever..i still haf a bunch of fren with me all the time. thanks guys! They really enlighten my day totally..wad else can i ask for? :D

oh ya..i did a minor surgery on myself the other day. i have 2 blister below my 4th toe on the left leg due to too much of walkin. and there is one which is older and filled with blood with a new 1 around it which is filled with clear fluid. so i decided to cut them open and let the fluid out...and it turn out to be

my perfect dressing for my toe

at least i feel much better now...lolz