was having moody days for last couple of days. failed to control my emotion once again. suddenly all the bad things come into my mind, they just resurface from the deep of my mind. i have been trying to hide all of them permanently but it doesnt work. anyway, they fully occupied my mind until i cant even haf a single thing to make me feel happy and i was trapped in it. cant get myself out from it.
anyway, my 1st question for myself is why am i choosing to put myself in this kind of situation when i have another choice which is living a happy life? yea... it's uncontrollable but i think it's preventable! haha...why did i say so? becos all of these happen becos i take things too seriously, care bout sth tat i shudnt be caring tat much, have high expectation on sth. how to prevent it? change the way of thinking. take things easily. these are the things i'm learning right now. shud let things happen in the way it shud be, if u wanted sth so much n it doesnt work, bad feelings will appear out of sudden. God knows wad is the best for everyone and will get ready the right path for everyone to walk on it. so why dun just follow the pathway that is ready and accept wadever is given. and for those that are not suppose to be urs, no matter how hard u try to get it...it's still not urs so need to learn to give those things up. be satisfied with wadever u r having now..cos it's so much better than the others.
it's kinda impossible to make everyone happy with the decisions u made or the things u have done, but as long as u know that they are right, just move on. if they are really unhappy wif that then let it be. u cant change ppl's thinking.
for me, there's always sth in this world which are not definately right and wrong. it's all depends on which angle u look at the thing. the most famous problem is the triangle love thingy. a gal leaving a guy becos of another guy....is the gal doin sth that is wrong? not really, cos mebe becos she really find her true love...and she's goin for it. but izzit right? i cant agree with this totally oso. and ppl will usually address this kind of gal with a word start wif B. why dun we make it this way, a guy leaving a gal becos of another girl...i think for most of the guys...this is not a prob and nothing wrong wif tat. then why shud the gal be punished tat way when the guy is free from anything. wad i wan to say is...u cant just judge things from ur point of view not onli for this prob but every single thing.
oops...i'm out from the topic!! anyway, i'm just gonna to take things easily le...although sometimes it's hard..and mebe shudnt show wadever i feel to everyone. there's sth shud be kept for myself onli. everyone has own secret. XD
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my name is... my name is... *koff* *koff* fat huddy! haha... life's full of mysteries. more will come when the new batch comes in. look at it in a better perspective. be an optimist! yea yea, keeps u going woohoo... :D
anyways... i guess there's a reason for anything haha
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