hope u will read this

is it becos of me or i'm just being sensitive...why it seems like u always rejected my invitation. u say no to almost every single things i suggested. sometimes it's disappointing, sometimes it's saddening but most of the time..ya, understanding is needed. not to say tat i'm very understanding but i rather choose to believe and live the life happily but it's really hard to overcome the negative feeling in my heart.

a lot of things i cant get the answer from you. but i wont ask more bcos i dun like to force ppl to tell sth tat he or she doesnt wan to share wif me. but without explaination, things might just get worse...more misunderstanding coming out and relationship get bad. i hope to know more..but things always dun follow the way u wan it to be. ya...everyone got one's very own privacy la..there's always reason why they choose to keep things to themselves. u ask me to spilt things out to you but i just cant get u to do the same thing to me XD when i see u dun feel like saying..i'll just stop!

there's this quite a big thing u told me before which is exactly the opposite of wad u r doin now. so when i tot of tat..i'll feel like being fooled but now i think i will just get it over.no point questioning or mentioning bout it anymore.if u think tat's the best for u...i cant say anything and i dun haf to say anything to affect ur mind or make u feel bad and i will always be happy for u. i haf no idea whether u still remember or not. but no matter wad u do..i'll always stand beside u and support u! i might doubt bout things u said before..but at this point of time..i can tell u tat i believe...sincerely. i hope u will forgive me with the little doubt n little sadness i will try my best to get over it.