if u lost ur passion toward certain things and not enjoyin the moment u having, no matter how much and how hard u try to complete it, it just seems to be so hard for ya. u know in ur heart wad u shud do and wad u shouldn't, but fear is standing right in front of u. every step u take, u take it with anxiety and every decision u made, you made it with feeling worried. u lost ur direction, not knowing wad to do next. u told urself " i shall be better tmr as tmr is a brand new day" but more things happen the next day, and more challenges waiting for u.

once again, u got beaten by your biggest enemy - urself. u will start to realise tat u cant control urself anymore! no matter how hard ur heart telling u do sth which might be good for ya, ur body refuse to do so..wad to do next? i got no idea...

Exo 20:20 (KJV) And Moses said unto the people,
Fear not: for God is come to prove you, and that his fear may be before your faces, that ye sin not.