sometimes u realise, no matter how much have n done and how much of effort u have put into certain things and hopin for something good to happen, things which never like you will never follow ur way and will not turn out to be the ones that u wan them to be. and sometimes, things seem to be on ur way, a small tiny little thing that happen could change the way u think of them completely. this just show how little our power is trying to control our own life and millions possibilities of thing that could happen around us. we as normal human being, are not being able to have control in our own lives but we can surrender our lives to God who have control in everything :)

talked bout this wif one of my fren thro msn the other day. there are lots of fren we can have throughout our lives, and there are some of them u know that no matter what happened u'll have them on ur back and these friendship are the ones that will last forever and will not be affected by distance and any other reasons. whereas there are some of them although u can get quite close with them at some stage but with time and distance, u find urself getting further and further from them and u'll never know what will happen to these friendship that u have. well, this is quite true for sometimes, just like after primary school, u go to sec school and college and uni. at every stage u have some close frens who went thro things will ya. but think bout it now, how many of them u still have contact wif? and how many of them u can still talk all the nonsense with when u meet them? or they have become another "hi, bye" friend?

as for myself, i feel very blessed that i still haf quite a lot of frens whom i met in high school, college and uni and i still haf quite a close relationship with them no matter how long we never contact with each other for sometimes when we r bz with our studies and stuff. n i'm pretty sure these r the frenship that will last forever. but sometimes, there are someone u'll just be thinkin, mebe..tat's the end? mebe there's nothing much more that i can do? when u realise u've done all u can, just let time take its course

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