Happy Easter Day!

it's easter day tmr. most of the ppl onli take it as another holiday and relate it with easter bunny or easter egg or just another day when we need to attend church. they never realise tat there's such a great thing tat happened bout 2000 years ago when Jesus conquer the death and live again after he had been crucified on the cross. wad a sacrificed that He made for all the human in the world to washed away the sins tat we committed. tat's a thing tat we as a human can never do. the love we have will never be greater than the love He has in us. Love is all about giving, love is bout giving what they need but not what they deserved. this is the thing tat we need to pay in mind all the time and practice it.

about 4 months ago, i 1st knowing that i'm comin to University of Otago, New Zealand. it's my 7th choice of PMS...obviously i wasnt happy bout this result and new zealand is a totally new country for me at that time (i did even know the existence of Maori at tat time). i know nothing bout this country and didnt know what to expect for my life over here. i questioned, question bout the purpose of me being here, question bout separating me from all the ppl that i know and question bout letting me in a place where i know the least bout. there was once my mind was filled with fear, worries and anxiety but i choose to accept it at last and knowing that there must be answer for me somewhere sometime.

with all the different feelings that i have, i departed from malaysia to a completely different environment and continue my studies over here. this is the greatest fear tat i've ever had. i tried to be independent, not to be beaten by the fear that i had and with the power of God..i'm sure i can do all the impossible. more than 2 months has passed. thanks God for guiding me through all the ups and downs that i faced and for giving me strength to face all the enemy goin against me. slowly i realise that..there's a purpose of me being here. in this short period, i've learnt a lot of things that i'll never haf a chance to learn if i was goin to somewhere wif ppl that i oledi know. i learned to be patience to ppl around me and love them no matter who they are. i learned to appreciate ppl around me even more and appreciate the frenship that i oeldi have with the frens back in malaysia and frenship is not bout contacting everyday and not bout being with each other all the time. i learned to not expecting too much from the ppl and be happy every single moment (and i've saved one of my frenship bcos of tat). and i learned to be a follower of God and build a strong relationship with Him as He's my best fren and a fren that will be wif me all the time no matter what happened. tat's my purpose!

~Love is all about giving~