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another month has passed..it's september now! and here i am in sem 3 doing my respiratory system..who said this system is easy? well, every seniors said tat but for me, it's still tough. just wonder if the easiest system is oledi so hard for me..how bout the others? am i able to survive in all these system ah? n here i start to doubt myself in choosing medicine. is this really the right choice? onli God knows. i know there's a purpose for Him to let me overcome all the fears and doubt and be here in IMU but i still haven figure out the my purpose here. anyway, wad i can do now is to pray + study hard! hope i can get this over as soon as possible.

hrmm..i haven been blogging for a month i guess...of cos all the photos r not counted. mebe it's a good news...since i haf always been complaining in my blog. n mebe now it's the time to make a change...turn the black colour over! hah! quite impossible..unless i change the skin.

anyway...some of the ppl are born in very well families. they can get anything they wan by using their money but there's something that they can never get with money. mebe a lot of others will be jealour of wad they have..they got big house...got car n so on but actually they never know that they have something that the rich dun haf. they have the true and real relationship. the relationship including the relationship with parents, family, the frenship and all types of relationship actually. wad the rich doesnt have in relationship is actually the trust. they will feel very insecure with all types of relationship..they scared tat ppl are taking granted on them but not really wan to be with them. so actually there are benefits and bad no matter who u r. so there's no point getting envy with the others.

and here's the tip of being great friend:Treat friends like you wan to be treated as the bible says treat the others as you wan them to treat you. this is what the Law and the Prophets are all about. i think this's very true. put urself in others' shoes and dun do sth to ur frens tat u wont wan others do on u. for myself, i'm still learning how to do it as well. and another 1 is dun give wad u don't wan to the others. i have told u all these fren and hope i'm doin the right thing after all...if i did anything wrong again.. just let me know ya. and for wad i said the other midnight, i hope u'll remember and really think bout them le! :)

yeah..it's time to back to study/sleep..or they are actually the same thing? 2.15 in the morning! nitezzz....